Karma Directions

In my life time I have seen many opportunities slip past. Made the wrong choice or just didn't see it coming. Now I have the chance to get something very special and I am screwing it up for myself.

Like all great stories in life it has to be about a woman. Words cannot describe the feelings I have for her. Six months ago I made a choice and as you can see from previous posts the choice did not work out. The lady I am talking about was the choice not picked. Now She looks at me as though I am on the rebound which I can understand. I have no interest in hurting her in anyway.

The closeness or her touch overwhelms my senses like nothing I have experienced before. We were together the other night and the only thing I could think of was "I love you" but I couldn't say it. Why? Because I did not want to hurt her, it was too soon. She wants to be there for me as a friend which is great because you can never have too many of those, but she also seems to want more then that. Now she seems confused about what she really wants. I do not know if its me getting out of a relationship or perhaps its her best friend that she doesn't want to lose. There are so many questions and never enough answers.

I know I care deeply for her, more then she even knows and if its time she needs I would give her all the time in the world. I am sure she will be reading this and hopefully her head does not explode. Now I am questioning whether or not to even publish this...

White Knight,