The Beast Within
Today was not a good day at work. I was having a great day and then I had to deal with a really bad customer. She simply pushed me over the edge I was ready to snap.
Once it was over it was lunch time so I had some time to cool off. I was still shaking later into the night. I hate this feeling, I can feel the beast within clawing his way out of me. In my case the beast within being uncontrolled rage.
I have not felt fear like that in a long time. A feeling of losing control and not being able to get it back. I would never intentionally hurt someone, I am a very peaceful man but when the anger inside creeps out bad things can happen.
The beast within will remain caged for as long as I can control it. I do not fear much in this world, but losing control is the greatest fear I have.
White Knight,
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