Land of the Unemployed

Well, what can I say? This sucks.
I really do despise being unemployed for any length of time. I am the kind of person that needs to be doing something; working, a project anything really.

Recently I was terminated from the Gulag for a matter of bad quality. The charge is bogus and I am going to being appealing the verdict tomorrow after my job interview at a Plumbing and Heating business downtown. Looking for an apprenticeship, they want to interview me for the inventory guy, not a bad start.

There is not much else to say right now, just that I am unemployed and starting to go stir crazy. You can only workout so much in one day and keep it beneficial. Video games, well I have been playing a lot of WoW (World of Warcraft); possible more then I even should. I should have a new post as soon as I know the Gulag verdict, until then I am going to continue the mad hunt for employment with a living wage.

White Knight,

Secret Admirer - [a_victom_of_u@yahoo.ca]

Here is the latest installment from my secret admirer.

small town. it is nice to see what goes around comes around. when one thinks too much of themself that they lack the ability to think of others, they WILL fall. how is that pavement tasting? may u stay at ground level for enough time to teach u a lesson u have yet to learn. only then u will find success. for now u failed.

White Knight,

Haunting Memories

I have been getting less and less sleep, the nightmares are keeping me awake. These are not new to me. I have always been an insomniac and strong dreamer, but now my memories are beginning to haunt me.

I see images of the past in my mind and they mock me, I see failures and failed chances. I hear words from those who were once friends and I am filled with anger and hatred. I have no reason to hate these people, but I become consumed. New marriage, new child and me going no further then before. My solitude contains my sanity and controls the beast within. I am not a bad man once you get to know me, of course nobody has the time.

I want the memories to go away, and leave me be. I do not wish to be haunted any longer by those things I cannot change. I simply want to be free of the pain, the anger and the fury within me.

*I know it sounds bad but I promise no ill fate will be fall me.

White Knight,

Tom Petty Said It Best

Well I wont back down, no I wont back down
You can stand me up at the gates of hell
But I wont back down

Gonna stand my ground, wont be turned around
And Ill keep this world from draggin me down
Gonna stand my ground and I wont back down

Hey baby, there aint no easy way out
Hey I will stand my ground
And I wont back down.

Well I know whats right, I got just one life
In a world that keeps on pushin me around
But Ill stand my ground and I wont back down

Hey baby there aint no easy way out
Hey I will stand my ground
And I wont back down
No, I wont back down

Solitude

When did it become so taboo? I am the kind of person that enjoys just being alone with some peace and quiet. Curl up with a good book, quiet night with that special lady.
Today it seems as though people just can't be left alone, we always need to be with someone. If you aren't with somebody something is wrong. Well I disagree, being alone in solitude is good for people, we need time alone with our thoughts.

Some people need to be with others all the time, then there are people like me who could handle the life of a hermit in the woods. City life is great but the solitude of nature is so much better. Solitude should not be taboo, this has been a paid advertisement of White Knight productions.

White Knight,

Miscommunications

Recently I was checking a friends blog and she was talking about dating and what women really want, of course I couldn't help but add some comments and that when things went wrong. What we said came out wrong and seemed as though we were fighting with each other. At no time was I looking for a fight, just a difference of opinion really.

Miscommunications happen all the time, working in the Gulag I have seen this over and over again. Customers do not listen or just don't care. We all have trouble communicating, especially with the opposite sex, but we must learn to remain calm and controlled. Just because the other person doesn't seem to understand doesn't mean they don't.

Sorry you thought my words were harsh or inappropriate Giggles, you know I care and I agree with your points. Remember I am a man, therefore I'm somewhat simple. lol

White Knight,